http://afadinglight.blogdrive.com/ all in a day's work... Tue, 02 Oct 2007 23:40:14 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2007. Crafts Art Relationships http://afadinglight.blogdrive.com/archive/164.html Wed, 03 Oct 2007 05:40:03 GMT here i am blogging encessantly about nothing again. what the hell is wrong with me? the one who has loved since the day we met seems to suffer from lack of interest now. just my fucking luck huh? i was reading my old blog entries just now, my how i have changed in such a short time! i miss old love, the kind you can depend on day after day. i am stuck now in this sort of bipolar love. it is strange. have i forgotten how to truly open up? i find myself shielding even the most simple things from my love. for fear of embarassment. or rejection. or him realizing he is just not that into me!... (more) http://afadinglight.blogdrive.com/comments?id=164 http://afadinglight.blogdrive.com/archive/163.html Mon, 26 Sep 2005 05:45:52 GMT hi guys. how is everyone? i am good. thinking about quitting my job because of the crappy treatment i am receiving. anyway, life is good, stress free for the most part. i have been stressing a bit over my art hist class, dr joyce is a really hard teacher. i am doing super super well on my art projects though. adam says he loves them but i am not sure if he is just saying that or not. speaking of adam, he has been extremely antisocial lately and it is beginning to bug me. i love him, but i feel tied down and obligated. i understand that is what happens when you are in a relationship, but it... (more) http://afadinglight.blogdrive.com/comments?id=163 http://afadinglight.blogdrive.com/archive/162.html Wed, 31 Aug 2005 00:44:14 GMT so i went to georgia this weekend and sorta got trapped there. the hurricane came and so i had to stay sunday and monday night even though we really could not afford it. it was super super fun though. i love going up there b/c it is like a mini vacation from everything for me. we found this excellent mexican restaraunt too. mmmmm. we got really lost on the way up there though b/c i was not paying attention and missed my exit, so we ended up somewhere in the nothern part of alabama. funny thing though, the place was beautiful. lakes and valleys and stuff. neato cheato. so i am back now. one... (more) http://afadinglight.blogdrive.com/comments?id=162 http://afadinglight.blogdrive.com/archive/161.html Tue, 16 Aug 2005 04:15:05 GMT i have been a very busy but happy girl as of late... adam came home for a whole week last week. we went up to georgia yesterday and spent the night (we rented the jacuzzi suite :) ) then i had to leave him today. it was sad. i love him so much its almost unbelievable, and i know thats really cheesy but i do. we went shopping today because i am redoing my room and putting my old crappy stuff up for sale. i am going to do it in baby blue and chocolate and tan browns because i think i have finally grown out of my hot pink and lime green days. tomorrow is the tupelo furniture... (more) http://afadinglight.blogdrive.com/comments?id=161 http://afadinglight.blogdrive.com/archive/160.html Mon, 01 Aug 2005 05:11:08 GMT today i cleaned out my closet to make room for some of adams stuff. i got rid of some pants i have that dont fit right, several pajama pants, and some purses and bras. i went to the salvation army to donate them tonight and when i pulled up there was a car there. i got out anyway and noticed that there was a woman digging through the piles of donations. she was about my size so i told her that i had a bag full of stuff she could wear. she was so happy to have them that it made me feel really good to give them to her and know that i am blesses with so much nice stuff and that someone else was... (more) http://afadinglight.blogdrive.com/comments?id=160 http://afadinglight.blogdrive.com/archive/159.html Sun, 31 Jul 2005 01:41:09 GMT so my mom is in the hospital. she has been there since last wednesday, eleven days ago. she had her toe amputated b/c she hurt it. its pretty f'in gross man. we went up there last night and spent the night. shes pretty sad. link below to pictures of her toe before it was amputated. *Caution disturbing images* a good note i finally got a car of my very own!!!! i am so very excited about this that i just dont know what to do with myself! its a green toyota camry that was my grandmothers (the one that is in arkansas) she is even gonna pay the insurance on it for a whole year.... (more) http://afadinglight.blogdrive.com/comments?id=159 http://afadinglight.blogdrive.com/archive/158.html Mon, 18 Jul 2005 07:15:26 GMT i am bored. i cant sleep. maybe b/c i took a 3 hour nap today and have absolutely nothing to do tomorrow, or maybe because i have incessant visions about creative projects that i can do. sudden spark of creativity. maybe not so much a spark, but i seem to have knocked off the creative block that my mind has been suffering. i have been on a furniture kick as of late. i bought this cool writing desk at work with spindle type legs that was this ugly brown color. i primed it and painted it black with metallic silver accents and came back and sanded it down in places to make it look antique.... (more) http://afadinglight.blogdrive.com/comments?id=158 http://afadinglight.blogdrive.com/archive/157.html Tue, 12 Jul 2005 22:59:05 GMT i sometimes wonder what my parents' reaction would be if i told them i was gay. not that i am, im quite content with my boyfriend at the moment, but i have been reading and thinking alot about parents' reactions to this sort of thing. i read about this kid zach (16), whose parents found out he was gay and was sent to an anti-gay christian camp in memphis. i cannot even believe places like this exist. it sounds so old fashioned. of course the baptists were behind the idea. they try to teach you that being gay is wrong by using Bible verses to prove that it is a sin. i just think that the... (more) http://afadinglight.blogdrive.com/comments?id=157 http://afadinglight.blogdrive.com/archive/156.html Wed, 29 Jun 2005 05:42:24 GMT ok. here it is. the much anticipated and long overdue update. -good news today: applied for an muw foundation scholarship through the w and found out i got it today. it is for $2356 per semester. this means that i dont have to fight with mom anymore to fill out my fafsa. -adam has been here since early june. he is at home for a few days right now. last week i went and met his mom. she is really sweet. last night in bed he asked me if i knew that i was the one he wanted to marry. wow. -mom went off to thailand with my brother for a month for a breast... (more) http://afadinglight.blogdrive.com/comments?id=156 http://afadinglight.blogdrive.com/archive/155.html Tue, 10 May 2005 00:35:11 GMT hope everyone is well. exams are stressful and yada yada yada. had one this morning then moved stuff all day. i have way too much stuff. anyway, the apartment looks good, finally figured out how to properly clean wood floors (with murphy's oil soap.) they look much better now. so my cell phone bill is $250 and i cant pay it. it sucks. boo. http://afadinglight.blogdrive.com/comments?id=155